昨夜，在拼了命的灌酒和经过一系列精心策划的游戏中，送走了两年一直和我相依为命的工作伙伴。
回想过去，我们的努力和卖命还有用时间换来的默契就这样的结束在昨天的深夜里，在一杯又一杯的酒精中和一群醉酒闹事的喧哗声里。
有时候，很想说服自己，天下无不散之宴席。
然而真正难以习惯的还是习惯。
习惯有个人诉苦、有个人能够打骂、有个人可以聊天、有个人可以说三道四。
现在这个人走了。隔壁的位子空了。
好像两年多的光阴也就这样没了。
在工作上，难的就是能够找到对自己不离不弃的同事，同生共死的伙伴。甚至是只有信任没有猜忌，没有任何政治企图的。
有时候也会觉得自己其实是幸运的。
在有生之年就已经知道原来办公并不一定要有阴谋手段。也可以很单纯的相信当对方是真心的朋友。
对于这个待了两年的公司，有的只是越来越灰的心。
眼睁睁看着一个又一个的同事离开，断送了一段又一段的工作关系。
现在拍档也走了。
当我回头望的时候，才觉得高处真的不胜寒。
一座山上，往越高的方向爬去，就更加人烟稀少。
而我会不会有朝一日站在最高峰的时候，才发现原来已经没有人和我分享胜利的喜悦？
heya, dont be dispair. Thats life ya. Not many people has the chance to meet such working partner. Thou its a short 2 years, the experience you had is for a life time. Ganbatte.
ps. irritating, my previous comments was deleted.
well, thanks for the encouragement. Ppl come too fast, went off too fast. Though the logic is there, the emotion just need time to adapt. *sign*
p.s: y ur comments kena deleted.lol..
yea, take your time manz.. cause time heals. lol..
it sounds like you are gg through a breakup.
i understand 10% of your feeling coz a close colleague who gossip with me everyday, pulled me to gym, this n that claims that he is leaving soon. Already bu she de liao.
ps: i think i forgot to put my email, then it got deleted.
hah.. ya rite, like break up sia… lol.. will he be touch when he see this?
kekekeke… anyway, still keep in contact with ur colleague though leaving, still can be frens…